Wednesday, January 12, 2011

On Different Pages

A friend asked to go on a date.  I declined.  Surprisingly, I felt a little saddened because I felt like I had hurt a friend.  I've never dumped anyone, but I'm guessing this is a tiny semblance of how that feels.  Is it wrong that I didn't give him a chance?  If I were in his shoes, of course I would say it wasn't fair.  However, my heart doesn't beat faster when I see him.  I don't wait in anticipation until the next time we meet.

It took a lot for my heart to heal, and I feel like I wouldn't be doing it justice by settling for someone I didn't feel passionately for.

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