An Unfinished Story

I read a friend's blog today. He started it last year to document the love story of him and a girl he once dated. A lot of the feelings he wrote down were the same as what I've written here. According to his last post, though, he's moved on and is now dating someone else. No longer does he need to turn to his blog to let out his pent up emotions. I'm happy for him because I can hear it in the tone of his message that he is happier now. The rest of his story will probably be left unwritten, but that's not a bad thing :)

Lord, please let me be happy. Please let my own life story move on. I'm sad tonight because I know R's found someone else. Someone he can't wait to see. Someone who makes him smile. She's a good girl, and I can't be mad at anyone. I wish the person I'm meant to be with would hold me in his arms and protect me from all of the hurt. Keep my heart warm. Keep the tears from falling. I know your intentions are not always revealed, but I pray that I'll get to meet soon the person who will make me the happiest girl in the world for the rest of my life. I ask for this because I want to stop crying and live life to the fullest. I know I can't honestly wish him happiness with another girl and also hope that we still work out one day. I want this bitterness to go away, and I want to truly be able to wish with a pure heart for him to find his true love. If I'm meant to do this on my own, then please give me the strength to do it and not look back.